3:15 AM

He sent me his 4th good night text at 3:15 AM.

I smiled as I read It and replied laughing.

"Its morning for me I'll  just watch you sleep".

This happened at 3:15 AM.

I replied each and every time as if he's  here.

I can almost feel the whispers on my ears.

I can almost feel myself in his embrace.

Till my early morning at 3:15 AM.

He sent me his 4th good night text at 3:15 AM.

Good night sweetheart famila  TQM.

On his mind in his soul in his thoughts.

To a place I've  never been all at 3:15 AM.

Namaste TQM 

Promiscuous Child

I am no longer that Promiscuous child from long ago.
Looking for the answer to a question put before me.
A question life asked of me at a much too tender age.

I am no longer seeking for what I didn't know was gone.
Peeking into the memories that were left in my heart.
The answer was in me all along but I refused to believe it.

I am no longer that Promiscuous Girl from another time.
If I had only been told, If you would have spoken the words.
All those years, days ,months could have been spent with you.

I would not have had to look where it wasn't to be found.
I wouldn't have questioned my sanity thinking of you.
Those few memories replayed to the bone to the marrow.

No I am not a Promiscuous Woman the years have taught me.
Hold on to you ,respect yourself believe you are worth it.
Never give yourself away the Void cannot be filled by empty.

For J.L.M

But you were with me always...

As you are with me now...