Cosas que vallen la pena

Hay cosas que  te roban la felicidad.
Cosas,personas, situaciones ,pensamiemtos que
te llenan  de tristeza.
Tanto  tiempo  perdido buscando la belleza y
las sonrisas que la vida debe prometernos.

La vida parece dura y muy solitaria pero tambien
trae felicidad.
Justo cuando quieres rendirte justo, cuando crees
que ja no puedes mas.
El universo nos manda lo que necesitamos.
Nos manda lo que puede no lo que pides no lo que desees.
El deseo tan profundo viene con dolor tambein.

Amar sin miedo sentirlo todo uno aprende que es la
bendicion mas grande en la vida.
Bendiciones tan impotante en la vida son regaloes
Que uno no esperava.
Hay  cosas en la vida  que vallen la pena para mi
es amar te a ti.

Que sera sera no es importante

Estoy por tu lado  mi Amor mi Alma

Tu me Valles  la pena

Love

So this is what this looks like.
The validation of who I am what makes me live.
It's not my heart beating in my chest.
It's not the air I inhale without thought.
Not even the body that holds my soul.

So this is what we all hope for in life.
The longing we all hold inside finally exiled.
It's not what I expected not in this life.
I had given up hope my life at its evening.
But I was fooled no sunset quite yet not yet.

So much time gone but neverending still.
This is not new nor old but eternal.
Familiar to me where I recognize it again.
Existing in my hopes throughout forever.
From the first breath taken in every life before.

So my search for this unsuccessful for naught.
How does one find this look and not see.
It's not a game not a hunt nor puzzle  to be solved.
Just go about my days and fate answered my call.
Quietly sent out by my heart beating longing.

So I live now knowing what this means.
Knowing no other ever before it is always you.
It's right here it's always been there.
Only to be relived as before continue the story.
The one that has no end.

The very thought of you

The very thought of you stops me in my tracks.
My heart skips that beat we all hear about.
My eyes smile as my mouth grins still in disbelief.
Here I go yet again taking deep breaths.
Yes you take that away from me still ,again ,always.

Am I cursed
Am I blessed
Am I that lunatic

It matters not for the very thought of you is the answer.
That missed heart beat not needed it will beat again.
The wrinkles in my eyes shine laugh lines on my lips.
Deep breaths bring you closer to me .
They draw you into my soul deeply each one taken.

The very thought of you makes me feel alive...

TQM

Mi Vida y Mi Mundo

Wallowing

Some days are just too much for me.
Some days I want to sit and just wallow.
I cant  turn away from it when it comes for a visit .
I have to let this sadness in or it lingers outside.
Come in uninvited guest let's get this over with.

There is only so much bravado I can show the world.
There is only so much stregenth in me to share.
I can use great hugs I can use to give some back.
I need just to cry those tears I hide bravely.
The ones that live in the corners of my mind.

This being strong catches up with me all at once.
This missing my heart , my soul, my love is hard.
Being strong is not easy put on that face every day.
Smile and say I'm ok again and again and again.
But the act does help, pretend its doable you know how.

Some days I have to wallow feel the sadness again.
Some days are just that way just ride the wave it will pass.
Let the tears at least I hope they do wash away this agony.
Its happend before now I know tomorrow  will be better.
But today doesn't seem to be that day so I wallow in it again.