The Shadows have spoken have they won the battle.
Messages intercepted by eyes that had to know.
Our world is shaken to the soul to the marrow.
Your words sounded dictated by the fear that you feel.
Were they half truths preformed for the Leering.
There is no closeure to this story but to play the part.
Hope you read this keep looking for them.
You told me to write.
Contact me when you can.
I love you
This isn't the fairytale ending I thought I would find.
Not that I was looking for it.
It's not the way you see in the movies it's raw it's real.
We joke about other times other places, our aching bones keeping us up at night.
It was never too late it is just as it should have been when it was supposed to be.
Missed moments live in our heartache but love eases the pain to a dull roar.
We had to discover ourselves that those endings shouldn't matter at all.
There will be no epilogue for this no last act to this story.
Through your eyes I have learned much about myself.
That the things I hide inside me are not an illusion.
That my voice is more than worth being listened to.
That my words written are poetry to be read.
I am finally heard.
Through my eyes I see you there no longer just a dream.
You give me hope and strength when you are on your knees.
You think I do not know you carry your own pain.
You guard yourself without need for I already see.
You cannot hide from me.
Through our eyes we see this life going too fast.
This life that has given much to be beholden to.
This life we couldn't have imagined slipping away.
This life of hope for the dreams still unfulfilled.
My pen has been paused for a while.
Thrown on my desk as if it never learned how to fly.
My words held closely not shared.
Empty notebooks crying for ideas full of emotion.
Time had come to rest my mind.
Take in all that we'd shared all that was lost.
In grief I've cried ,in joy I've laughed.
The pages of that story from long ago finally read.
New emotions that cannot be contained in lines emerged
Sitting in my heart beating them selves into reality.
This fairytale is still weaving it's magical web of you and me.
Encasing us in loves heartbreaking beauty.
My pen calls to me come you have much still to tell.
Maestro there are literally no words that can express
My love,respect,trust and devotion.
Happy birthday.
Te Amo
As he woke up he sat at the edge of the bed his hands rubbing the night from his eyes.
He took a deep breath and turned slowly to look at the person asleep beside him.
There she was she had no idea how beautiful she was it took his breath away.
He continued to study her sleeping for a minute he may never see her like this again.
Slowly he edged his mouth to her ear and wisperd good morning sweetie.
Her eyes flew open as if in shock did last night really happen.
He put his finger to his lips don't wake him it said he smiled at her as her eyes widened.
He wanted her again so badly all for himself this time he reached out and took her hand.
She looked at him with her wild sad eyes that told him she wanted him too.
Holding her hand they quietly left the room and closed the door behind them.
They made their way to the living room not taking their eyes off each other.
The room was a little cold her nipples hardened from the cold and he couldn't take his eyes off them.
As they lay on the couch they kissed softly not rushing their lips were hungry for more.
He lay on his side running his finger where his mouth was to follow and told her she was beautiful.
She was tense but her kisses told him it was the kind of tense he wanted to remedy.
She held his cock in her hand and stroked it softly till he was hard for her again.
She put her lips around it and ran her tounge softly on it like a butterfly's wings.
His brain was saying to himself that guy doesn't deserve her she was a nymph a goddess in the making.
Slowly he spread her legs and stroked her softly sucking on her wherever his lips could reach.
He lay between her legs and slowly entered her wetness inviting him in he moaned softly holding himself back he didn't want to rush.
Her breath started getting heavy with her desire and her eyes begged for something from him.
Once again they were caught up in each other this time she was totally his for the asking.
When they were done he looked at her and thought he wanted her every day dam it he wanted her.
As they kissed spent and scared he looked at her in the eyes and said "I'm in love with you come away with me".
He didn't expect what happened next she looked at him with tears in her eyes as she nodded YES.
When he kissed her once again she softly whispered into his lips "I Love You too".
If only.
But I love you still I always did.
Never have I forgotten my first glimpse of you.
Your eyes searching for a friend found mine.
Never had I felt such a jolt of electricity,
as if your soul reached out to mine.
Never had I yearned for the unknown,
wanting what I thought I could never have.
Never those vows to be spoken out loud.
A secret love not to be denied.
Never a night spent in your arms,
to be awoken by dawns light.
Never.
Never can I say enough of this heartbroken
Tale that fate seems to control.
Never have I loved so deeply nor will I ever again.
Para mi Papi.
Te Amo
You found me in the shadows all dark and full of woe.
In a place that showed nothing but black steeped into my soul.
You found me afraid of the me I had been molded into.
I felt like a frightened child afraid to cry out Enough.
You found me broken in pieces shed throuout the years.
No glue seemed strong enough to seal those lines of pain.
You found me at my lowest I could barely lift me head.
Thinking maybe I would have been better off dead.
You told me I was a Radiant light that shines so brightly.
You told me I was strong that all I had to do was look in me.
You showed me all my pieces made up my beautiful heart.
You found me at my weakest and blessed me with your love.
You blessed me with a wisdom from heaven up above.
Love you my Muse
