You Will

If my truths trouble you it means
they have you thinking.
If saying it all tugs in that heart
pulls at it you know.
If this has the fear of God in it
dont turn away.

If my truths bring you joy
embrace them.
If you hear the music in my soul
then just dance.
If my poems touch your heart
feel them.

If my truths confuse you
look at why.
If my raw honesty stirs you
trust it.
If you dont know all this yet
you will.

In the eye

I looked you in the eye and said it out loud .
I didnt hold the words back I didnt need to.
I wasn't  afraid it was easy it was the truth.
You didnt say it back you didnt need to.

I wasnt fishing for a me too.
I wasnt looking for your approval.
It was my choice to speak  those words.
Words I now know the meaning of.

I looked you in the eye and I said it.
I spoke to you from my heart.
Maybe a little rushed out of my mouth.
But you kept kissing me and it had to come out.

home again

You came to me in another blurry encounter.
You came and knocked me on my ass again.
But this time you were there to catch me.
But then again you always were weren't you.

You came when you could here I am at last.
That smile on your face said what was needed.
Those arms the feel of you in mine no letting go.
Kisses that seared our lips and stirred our soul.

You looked at me with an unfamiliar gaze.
One I haven't seen directed at me before.
Your eyes said what your mouth couldn't.
I looked into them and knew oh God.

You came out of the pages and words of a Dream.
You read all my lines I could tell you knew the story.
The fairy tale of if only and someday that came true.
The one that has us reeling in disbelief and hope.

You swept us up into this world with just your  smile.
Its power stronger than I had dared to hope for.
Its comfort overwelming me my eyes brimming again.
Unchecked down my cheeks tears of pure joy fell.

You came as if you were coming home welcome.
No invitation needed you belong here you knew.
A key not needed door wide open for you always.
Home is where we are come again I am here.

Amor Eterno

Desde la primera vez  que  te vi era  destino.
Sola sentada tranquilamente mi  mundo cambio.
Cuando entraste en mi vida mi alma tiemblo.

Con las  primeras palabaras  que salieron de esos labios.
Algo dentro  de ti  me invito a tu mundo.
Habalandome con una voz que reconoci en mi alma.

Cuando estavamos juntos esa unica vez.
Mi corazon encontro esos  suenos de mi infancia.
Los tenia en mi brazos sin creer que eran rales.

Una  carta, un sauldo, un deso  nunca olvidado.
Sonrisas a recuerdos de los dias pasados.
Viviendo lo que no me atrevi a creer que tu eres
Mi Amor Eterno.

There are no words is not true here.
They just keep poring out of me.

Your my Inspiration, my Maestro, my Heart, my Soul.

My Life.

You show me love is real every day I adore you...

For
JLM  aka my Muse

365 Days

In a few days it's going to have been this long.
More time than I ever thought I would have.
More emotion then I ever knew I had.
More joy and fear all rolled up into one.

I am not the me I was but I am not lost.
Just a little timid,  jumped in a little too fast.
Had to do it the shock was more than worth it.
At least I know I tell myself at least I know.

In a few days 4 seasons will have passed.
365 days more time than I ever dreamed.
Days that changed me days that let me be me.
Those deep deep  breaths taken in and let out.

Hard is not a word to describe life as I know it.
Accepting and savouring its play its highs its lows.
Learning to trust learning to steer my own trails.
Dancing to that beat in me alone free at last.

Loving with fear heartbroken but this is it.
Family friends conversations all around now.
Enlightenment is anon for me my hearts knows.
A year of so much of everything once thought lost.

And then there you are no words simply none.
Unafraid to say it all I let it out honestly .
Feeling nothing left to lose but myself in this.
Hope always by our side smiles in us forever.

Endless days of living those unexpected moments.
Filled with words, songs ,longings and awe.
Filled with truths always and trust given.
365 days gifted to us by our friend destiny.

Always for you
My inspiration

My Lips

My lips are missing your kisses.
The ones that  came  as a surprise  last summer.
The ones that took our breath away along with our witts
The lip locked sweet sweet kisses we shared.

I couldnt  recall  ever having kissed you before.
Although  I knew I must have at some point.
Holding on to as much of your memory as I could.
Details did not  matter so I couldn't really ever recall.

Your taste the feel of you holding me your smell.
It wasn't just my lips you kissed it was my soul.
How could I forgotten having kissed them before.
Maybe I forgot on purpose no equal on this yet again.

But those few shared  last summer
I will never forget.

Cosas que vallen la pena

Hay cosas que  te roban la felicidad.
Cosas,personas, situaciones ,pensamiemtos que
te llenan  de tristeza.
Tanto  tiempo  perdido buscando la belleza y
las sonrisas que la vida debe prometernos.

La vida parece dura y muy solitaria pero tambien
trae felicidad.
Justo cuando quieres rendirte justo, cuando crees
que ja no puedes mas.
El universo nos manda lo que necesitamos.
Nos manda lo que puede no lo que pides no lo que desees.
El deseo tan profundo viene con dolor tambein.

Amar sin miedo sentirlo todo uno aprende que es la
bendicion mas grande en la vida.
Bendiciones tan impotante en la vida son regaloes
Que uno no esperava.
Hay  cosas en la vida  que vallen la pena para mi
es amar te a ti.

Que sera sera no es importante

Estoy por tu lado  mi Amor mi Alma

Tu me Valles  la pena