I don't want to be your temptress

I don't want to be your temptress.
I want to be the one who makes you question.
If the life you live is yours at all.
And as to why the hell are you living it.

I don't want to be your temptress.
I want to be the one who is the end
Of all those empty nights on the phone.
To all those Good nights sent via text.

I don't want to be your temptress.
I want to be the one you turn and seek.
The one who made your eyes look away.
For another glance at the unforgotten.

I don't want to be your temptress.
I want to be your light your beacon.
The one who lights you darkness.
And softens your fears with its glow.

I don't want to be your temptress.
I want to be the one who you desire.
With just a thought have me near you.
In embraces that hope to be real.

No I don,t want to be your temptress.
I am the one who owns your souls destiny.
The one who is meant to be its heart.
The one time did't let you forget.


Muse again and again.

TQM

Had we'd known then

Had we'd known then our feelings were real
Had we'd only known then it wasn't a game.
If only we'd been braver and believed in ourselves.
Trusted our young hearts if we'd only known how.

Would I have gazed into your eyes and gotten lost in them.
Had I'd only dared to look for the echo behind them.
Could I have held you tighter to me never letting go.
Would I have kissed you much deeper then allowed.

Had we'd known then those moments would have to last.
An almost lifetime till we found each other again.
Would we have known that they were not the end.
How could we have known this way back then.

Had we only know then what we know now.
It would have not made a difference at all.
Time that slipped away only kept this true.
What matters is that we know now.

Soft porn

I want to write you soft porn so you can feel me.

I want to put down all my desires my dreams.

I want to make you salute my words my odes 

I want to make you feel my insanity.

Something tells me you already feel me.

Something tells me you already know.

All the places you should kiss or bite me,

To take me to to that sinful madness.

I want to make you to feel that deep wanting.

I want to make you feel that nagging ache.

That itch that needs some serious scratching.

The one that cant be stroked away.

Something tells me I know how already 

Something whisperers in my mind in my ear.

The places I should kiss or bite you.

To take you to that sinful madness with me.

Happy birthday.

More to come.

Namaste 

Who the hell is this man.

Just who the hell is this man?

What planet did he come from?

And how did I get so lucky he landed on me.

Just who the hell is this guy this dude?

Where was he made hope they broke the mold. 

Cause if hes not my one and only no one is.

Just who the hell is this Papi that I have adored.

Everything I didn't know was missing survived.

What I never truly gave freely gifted at last. 

Just who the hell holds my soul in his hands?

You have me on my knees singing of this yearning.

This desire this hunger we've felt from the start.

Just who the hell is this man who owns my heart?

You know it's you Babe its you my  love my life.

The very same one who forever has.

Otra Vez para mi Mundo

Empty

My day is passing as if I'm in limbo once again.

Get up make the bed brush my teeth no rush.

Our good night is gone now  start of a new day. 

Cant even wish you could surprise me and show up.

Make my coffee think of you first and always.

I take my cup out beneath the stars and smile.

Plan my day not much to say its quiet here.

I gaze into the blue twinkling sky and sigh.

How can I feel so empty missing you?

With only a handful of days between us.

With only a few dozen kisses having crossed our lips.

With only that one lost magic night so long ago.

I'm not looking as to why or how I know.

Your absence is duly noted quite often.

Inspite that I know your  with me in spirit.

There's  is a void in me that calls your name.

I believe in this as lonely as it gets.

Companion of my heart let's sing our duet. 

Come on night so we can wish sweet dreams.

And  throw kisses into the wind watch them fly.

Para mi Vida y mi Alma

Te Amo

Would you have

Would you have married me I ask myself.

If years wound back instead of forwards.

If we had left with our words said out loud.

Would we have walked off into the unknown.

The children I bore could have been all yours.

The family I love  happy sad all those  moments. 

The husband I would have loved till death.

Till the great eternal  soul ceases to exist.

Would I have loved you as I do now yes.

But I would be unaware of our future. 

That time had blessed us then and let us know.

That we were meant to be together. 

Would you marry me now I ask.

But it matters not that we cannot.

It matters not we are miles apart.

We are married in our hearts.

How can

I can just feel you in the air.

How you caress me with your thoughts.

How do I know what makes you smile.

How do I know your mood your need.

I see you in the light shining.

How do you know when to light it.

How do you sense me longing darkly. 

How do you know to stoke the flame.

I can hear your voice in my mind.

How your words taunt me for more.

How so carefully you still hide behind them.

How I dare know you so well no need to.