Home

 I didn't care how the houses  we lived in looked they never really felt like my space. Now that we are in this Townhouse it finally feels like this is my no not just my home but our home.  We are happy we have a nice place with just enough space for us all.

 I find myself enjoying cleaning my home.  I will admit I was a slob cleaned just enough the ex didn't complain too much. Raising kids and a husband can be so draining you just go into an automatic mode. Wake up get kids off to school go to work. Come home cook dinner clean when you can. Take  care of everyone and try not to fall off that system which happened often.

 I clean with my headphones in my ears listening to a book or my ever changing music. I sing dance mop to the beat in my soul yes that is how I do it now.  I stop and have lunch with my daughter sit and watch a talk show or just have a cup of tea.

 I cook dinner what ever I please. Cooking also  brings me a sense of home and family.  It is not a chore for me its a skill I have perfected an activity  that feeds and calms me.  My son says you don't have to cook for us no baby I love cooking for you all. If friends are around I will feed their stomachs as well as their hearts. All are welcome in my Home no questions asked.

By the time I am done I feel light as if I am in the best place for me to be.  My yarn awaits me I love to crochet It is my one true passion after my Children and grandchildren.  A glass of wine or better yet a shot of tequila a good movie or show to watch.

New ideas in my head all the time trying to keep busy but loving my home more and more each day.