Monday, September 18, 2017

Write

I'm starting to believe  I can write that this wonderful skill is in me.
After so many years of feeling I could write a book.
How many times have I heard you should write a book.
ME write a book!

Some of the thoughts we have in life seem just to be whimsical ones.
Wishes to do or be something more than we are.
Yes there are those who just do it whatever it may be.
No fear just dive in head first no looking down just go for it.

OK here I go just going to do it write.

The past few years I have posted on Facebook random things.
From birthday wishes to life observations to comments on the state of the world.
 I just let my words flow through my fingers directly from my soul.
Later maybe the next day I may reread it and say to myself wow.
I almost look over my shoulder I couldn't have written that is so profound.

I tell you my most insightful ramblings have been just that.
Thoughts not fully formed thoughts that I needed to let out.
Is this what all writers feel their brains needing express themselves.

I am learning as I go along don't worry who reads this or not.
I have no plan what will come out but I know its me.









Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Home



 I didn't care how the houses  we lived in looked they never really felt like my space. Now that we are in this Townhouse it finally feels like this is my no not just my home but our home.  We are happy we have a nice place with just enough space for us all.

 I find myself enjoying cleaning my home.  I will admit I was a slob cleaned just enough the ex didn't complain too much. Raising kids and a husband can be so draining you just go into an automatic mode. Wake up get kids off to school go to work. Come home cook dinner clean when you can. Take  care of everyone and try not to fall off that system which happened often.

 I clean with my headphones in my ears listening to a book or my ever changing music. I sing dance mop to the beat in my soul yes that is how I do it now.  I stop and have lunch with my daughter sit and watch a talk show or just have a cup of tea.

 I cook dinner what ever I please. Cooking also  brings me a sense of home and family.  It is not a chore for me its a skill I have perfected an activity  that feeds and calms me.  My son says you don't have to cook for us no baby I love cooking for you all. If friends are around I will feed their stomachs as well as their hearts. All are welcome in my Home no questions asked.

By the time I am done I feel light as if I am in the best place for me to be.  My yarn awaits me I love to crochet It is my one true passion after my Children and grandchildren.  A glass of wine or better yet a shot of tequila a good movie or show to watch.

New ideas in my head all the time trying to keep busy but loving my home more and more each day.


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