Hope you are reading these notes to you.
As always I hope you are well and some calm has been found in your life.
Again I have no clue what you are going through right now.
I still feel you in a strange way I don't want you to go away.
Every thing I read says to let this go but I find I have no control .
I will say it's become normal not hearing from you.
It's so so sad that you didn't let me know your fears and thoughts.
I really want a conversation with you.
I don't want to leave it where it was left off I need to hear from you again.
I know you told her you wouldn't or I wouldn't reach out but...
I haven't tried it would be so sad if you blocked me on everything.
I dont want to try one because I promised you I wouldn't and two I respect you too much not to do what you asked of me.
Finding out you may have blocked me would only open wounds that are healing.
Therapy is going well there's lots to addresss not just us or what I call us.
Family life goes on but those thoughts about everything in my life are killing me.
Trying to keep occupied I am doing a bit of writing but keeping it off line for privacy.
God I still and forever love you this was never a game for me.
Be well and know you forever are in me
Love you Farfula
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