Humbled

Has something ever happened to you that you can't even belive it's real.
Something so out of the blue that it literally takes your breath away.
A gesture so magnificent that there are no words to describe my shock at it.

I try to be someone who doesn't  complain over much.
The past few months  have been filled with relearning how to live.
Taking the bull by the horns and hanging on for what feels like for dear life.

The familiar  pace of just getting it done is back.
Just getting it done day by day and knowing that everything is going to be alright.
The going to be alright part is the hardest to believe.
There are times I feel so so overwelemed and then out of the blue comes hope.

My son said to me a few weeks ago Mom send some of that energy  my way.
As I looked at him confused he said look at all you have done.
Pulling rabbits out of thin air, making lemonade out of lemons, finding that needle in the haystack.
That is what I have done.

Still it isn't easy but I do it with hope, faith and love in my heart.
Many moments of if only ... many more of self doubt.
Still I go on because failure is not an option.
Problems are not unsolvable there is always a way no matter what.

An then I am humbled  by this gesture.
I give out my heart to people with no agenda. 
I am that person you see who cares too much.
The person who really means it when they ask how are you doing.

Again in disbelief I cry tears that show I am the person I want to be.
My heart is full of  compassion and genuine love for the world around me.
The things lost to me are of no consequence they were like a thorn in my side.

I welcome being humbled it shows me I am not alone.
It shows me I am who I want to be.

So I thank you from all of my heart not just the bottom. 
Thank you my prayers go out to you unknown person.
You have restored the faith in me that was there all along.