365 Days

In a few days it's going to have been this long.
More time than I ever thought I would have.
More emotion then I ever knew I had.
More joy and fear all rolled up into one.

I am not the me I was but I am not lost.
Just a little timid,  jumped in a little too fast.
Had to do it the shock was more than worth it.
At least I know I tell myself at least I know.

In a few days 4 seasons will have passed.
365 days more time than I ever dreamed.
Days that changed me days that let me be me.
Those deep deep  breaths taken in and let out.

Hard is not a word to describe life as I know it.
Accepting and savouring its play its highs its lows.
Learning to trust learning to steer my own trails.
Dancing to that beat in me alone free at last.

Loving with fear heartbroken but this is it.
Family friends conversations all around now.
Enlightenment is anon for me my hearts knows.
A year of so much of everything once thought lost.

And then there you are no words simply none.
Unafraid to say it all I let it out honestly .
Feeling nothing left to lose but myself in this.
Hope always by our side smiles in us forever.

Endless days of living those unexpected moments.
Filled with words, songs ,longings and awe.
Filled with truths always and trust given.
365 days gifted to us by our friend destiny.

Always for you
My inspiration